take to the sky.

I like it how Patrick told the taxi driver he's damn rude and slammed his door teehee.

On a random note,
Me, "The organism is not very happy."
Cbay, "Neither is the homo sapien."

I'm a 17 year old male that has spent the last 4 years working through anorexia. Yesterday, I had a large order of French Toast with eggs and bacon for breakfast, a cheese burger and French fries for lunch, and a steak with mashed potatoes and corn for dinner. I have never felt so attractive. GMH

I was recently working at a nursery school where I saw a 3 year old girl wearing tights on her head. One of my colleagues told me it was because some of the children had been making fun of her bald head. She had had chemotherapy. I later saw one young boy of about 4 go over to her, tell her she was beautiful and remove the tights. GMH

This morning as I was packing lunch, about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said "Oh, you're still here". Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH.

-stares at my pile notes-
Dear self, please please GMH. Hi world round ubin was quite an experience(: I'm quite happy and glad I did it w/ kaiyan :D Anyway I must say our t2's quite awesome cause (we were totally the first female t2 to finish dood) we beat many k2s and guys WHOO. The start was quite crazy w/ the massive choppy waves and masses of boats banging here and there and getting into each other's way but it was fun fun fun teehee. kaiyan you're my awesome possum rudder :D Anyway the waves just kept attacking us throughtout the race - partly due to the countless vessels and speedboats. Surprisingly the resistance felt greater when the water was calm. The painful part came when we thought we were ending and "THE END" was just fixated in my mind but it wasn't the end. One stretch came up after the other and my morale was totally crushed haha. Kaiyan and I died after crossing the finishing line and we just sat in the boat letting the waves hit it against the shore.

I had a very good feeling we'd get a medal (gold bling bling) BUT GUESS WHAT they didn't give out any medals for our category *inserts string of profanities* ihateyougoanddie. And I suppose we'd had gotten one if we competed in another category but oh well): i'm sorry kaiyan. thanks for rowing w/ me partner(:

On a side note, I'm feeling kinda seasick right now - like i'm still bobbing up and down xP While I'm waiting to meet amanda i've these thoughts running in my head right now.

I guess it was misunderstood but I couldn't be bothered.

And if it's abt something else, I admit i'm guilty but I'm taking it w/ a pinch of salt for now cause my race is just tmw. I always make up for it anyway. On the same note, it's not like the others don't go and row and run i'm just doing it tmw. Sometimes ppl don't practise what they preach either.

I need to learn to construct sentences in my head to express myself in the right manner. And speak diplomatically or just shut my mouth. Tactfulness, self, tactfulness.
And of course, take things w/ a pinch of salt. It's nothing big, really. Just entertaining my own thoughts while I ..

Right, got to meet amanda. Bye. I'm aching really bad from neck to shoulders to back to everywhere and i blame my suffering on rowing tug-of-war yesterday well it was like ELEPHANTINE MASSIVE RESISTANCE ROWING dude and i'm thinking of sunday's race OH WELL. i need to learn to use my punctutations. Anyway Kaiyan is my awesome rudder she controls the direction on the boat awesomely :D I'm depending on her to pull my deadweight while I enjoy the scene and sip on some ice lemon tea w/ the brolly over my head (:

Becky came to NUS today to rob me of my matric card and that cow intended to walk from one end of NUS to the other. Then she got lost here, got lost there, and she didn't know how to read the bus directory. Finally, she appeared before me in her -uniform.

"Hi hi i am leaving school now!" (an hour before we were suppose to meet)
"Hi I'm coming now!"
"I am already here!"
"I am at the macs :( save me"
"ok tell me when i should leave. omg idk where to go ok :("
"walao people keep staring at me I feel like an exhibit! Help!" (dood you're in sch u xD)
"No it's cuz I'm so pretty. They keep turning around and staring. Ok I look very clueless but still!"
"how to use the internet?"

you provided much amusement today :D


Happy birthday me, mingen, cbay

(: (: (:

wheeeeeeee :D
DBOOT xD it's suppose to be dBOAT


then my sparkle died



I need to start revising revising revising!